Whereever

I DONT WANT TO DO THIS
GAH
it sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks big time... gosh i hate it, just lemme go. don't make me do homework after homework after homework... seriously right now i have :

4 figure sketches and a analysis of a sculpture
BIG math test on wednesday
BIG english assignment
a 9-page computerclass thingie
and an essay on Decartes for history

i just realized i'm writing this in english....wellwell...i like it better for the moment.

and i also realized that i really don't like cheescake... that was yucky... ehr. well i got a nice long school free morning(artclass isn't so interesting for the moment since i'm knitting a cover for my chair prototype)

but yet somehow i managed to get late.. only five minutes or so but still :P It was fucking über to se mah girls since i havn't seen them since tuesday...

I guess i could sketch instead of doing the computer thingie but this feels like more of a priority, plus i'm in a waay to bad mood for sketchin.. i'll just rip everything apart...and now i remebered that i don't have the paper i need so it'll just have to wait.

yay....i just love it when my dad tries to help me with school becuase he always shows up when i'm über grumpy and i act like a piece of shit towards him ... but well .. his own fault becuase he stays until i've been sitting there and staring at the screen for five minutes, then he just sighs and goes away...victory ! now i can grump without feeling like a total failure at the same time :P My brain feels like it's mucus....but ... guess it sorta is .... -.- ...why did i just get the urge to cry.... i'm forcing myself to sit here but why the fuck do i ?! i'm not doing anything aniwai so why stay? guess there's still some hope if i stay...hope that i'll eventually do SOMETHING

but i wont -.-

but i've atleast ofund some shit...that i hopefully can use...maybe...

I met katitzi (dunno if she spells it like that) today <3 i has to play with her someday soon cuz she's my cosyboi :* and we don't see eachother enough =(

GET AWAY FROM ME .. cuz honestly, you're really starting to annoy me! >@<


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gosh... i just want to kiss the aouchie away... but i guess i can't . And that just...sucks i guess is the best word for it.

I'm giving up now, i won't do anything more today, so i'm just going to go and get my sketchbook and sneakdraw my dad for a while :P fuck schoolwork!