So now I'm alone again and free to roam .. xD bad things will happen to the world as we know it

the say that good things happen to good people, maybe that's why my life keeps going to shit. but i'd rather go forward against my will then to go back so change is a good thing i guess..

Another failure

fuuuuuuuck fuck no no no no please no this is not happening! what is it that makes me do these things? why can't i ever be at exactly the right place at the right time, why can't i endure pain on my own, alone, why do I leave the exact place where I'm supposed to be.

If I'd just stayed home .. nothing would be the same

and now you're gone, there's only pain and nothing i can do
cause I don't want to live this life
If I can't live for you